A Dark Past - ( Testing )

In the mirror , I try to find,
a broken heart, an image of mine,
neither it reflects, nor it shines,
dark it is, like my mind,

In the broken pieces of my heart,
I try to find the hope, a new start,
but my soul , my happiness is torn apart,
to fake a smile, i try too hard,

To gather the broken pieces of my life,
I wander in the darkness, every single night,
the sadness stabs my heart, like a  knife,
fighting my hurtful past, i am trying to survive.