A Dark Past - ( Testing )

In the mirror , I try to find,
a broken heart, an image of mine,
neither it reflects, nor it shines,
dark it is, like my mind,

In the broken pieces of my heart,
I try to find the hope, a new start,
but my soul , my happiness is torn apart,
to fake a smile, i try too hard,

To gather the broken pieces of my life,
I wander in the darkness, every single night,
the sadness stabs my heart, like a  knife,
fighting my hurtful past, i am trying to survive.

My Soul - ( Testing )

My soul has been through the eternal shredder of time and pain but that isn't enough,right now my heart is sipping the coldest of miseries and my eyes can cry a river of blood but there is no limit to this suffering ,to this agony that i am going through. Feeling lonely even when sitting in a crowd,I feel like crying my heart out every single moment I fake a smile. These dark angels of loneliness are taking me into their mighty wings of sadness as they  slowly suffocate me to death,my only rescue..

The Forlorn Angel

Last night, the forlorn angel took me into its mighty wings of

agony and flew me to the paradise of sufferings.

I smelled the flowers of blood and the moon of fire enlightened my lonely soul.I drank from the fountain of misery , ate from the tree of pain, kissed the eternal darkness and sang the melodious songs of sadness.I swam through the river of flames and alone slept on the bed of thorns........